おはよー

お疲れ様です
えいみでーす



仕事から帰ったばかりのでチョー疲れたぁー

また別のお客さんお土産くれた

チョー嬉です！




そしてもう一人のお客さんがミスドー買ってくれた！
でも写真とれる前に食べてしまった
明日は渋谷です！
チョー楽しみにしてます！
早く買い物したいよぉーーー

じゃーそれだけでまた明日！
ばいばい

オイシイィー

こんばんは
えいみでーす

また写真アップしました
また食べ物の写真でーす
食べ物大好き






キャバの仕事でお客さんがお土産もらって来ましたｗｗｗ
とんかつサンドとミリフィユーレ
ごしそうさまでした　ｍ（＿　＿）ｍ








そしてコウヘイと３１に行きました
クリスマスのスペシャルです
またごしそうさまでした

Pics?

Oh. To add to my below post. Let's top this boring day off with a picture I drew because I was bored.


It took me eight minutes so it's not that nice. But who cares. It helped me out somewhat for almost 10 minutes.
Go optimism

You just wasted your time reading this.

Boring.

お疲れ様でーすｍ（＿　＿）ｍ
えいみです
So... nothing too interesting.
I went to work. Yep. Thassabout it.
I came home hungry as hell so I bought rice soup. So yummy...
今日は仕事だけだったのでチョーヒマだった
てかハラへったからカニぞうすい食べました


This is probably the most boring blog I have ever typed followed with the most boring picture.
...and you must be that damn bored to be still reading this.

Byebye.


仕事から戻った後の顔です
チョー疲れた
Above: Just got back from work and tired as hell face.

Laugh.

Ohhh. I was so consistent with my postings and here we go, I stopped posting for a couple days. It's fine. No one's reading this. Except you. Which is kind of sad. Just kidding. I'm happy. You happy? I'm happy.

So I've had a fun day.
Well, it was a fun weekend. I think. I won't explain and I'll spare you the details but all in all I think I can go to sleep tonight with a smile on my face.
Last night I probably had the best sleep I've had in a long time. I'm happy. I really am happy.
Well, I'm a bit sad.
But I should be happy. Happy is good.

Smiling is contagious but so is a frown. So if I were to spread a face around, it would be a happy face. Makes sense, does it not?

Oh and I went to karaoke with my friend a couple days ago as well. That was super fun. He had this habit of picking songs where the default music video was that of a rose. A burning rose.
We both also had a habit of stopping the music before it ended. Hahaha.
I also tried to rap an Eminem song but I failed pretty hard in that as well. Shut up.

But right now, I may have my sad days. I may have those days where I curl up and bawl my eyes out. But who doesn't, right?
If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. No matter what.
本当に愛だったら必ずまた一緒になれるから。
だから待っとく、毎日頑張って待っとく。
だって今はもちろん苦しいけどpatience is and will always be a virtue.
私はココに待っとく、あなたのため出来るだけ待っとく、笑顔で待っとく。
だって私のこと愛してたらいつか気がつくよ。だから待っとく。
だってin the endあなたが私に戻ってきたらit's worth everything.
前言ってたじゃん、私はあなたのこといつもアンダースタンド出来るから好きって言ってくれたから、今あなたの気持ちは全然分からないけど、またあなたをアンダースタンドしたいからこのブレイクして頑張ります。
いつもありがとう、本当に感謝していました。
待っとくからね。頑張ってどれくらいかかっても待っとく。出来るだけ待っとく。

And with that said... I don't really have any interesting photos to put up here.
So here is a photo that makes me laugh whenever I look at it.





Yes, you laughed. Admit it. ADMIT IT.

boredom + pen = disaster

so...originally i was drawing a picture for my friend.
as i was drawing... uh. i guess my hand decided it wanted to draw something else so here it is. it's just a sketch that i did with a shitty pen so it isn't that nice. BUT HEY it's something i can share with on a blog! right?
i'm sure if i drew with a pencil like i should have in the first place then the drawing my friend asked for would be done. but nope, hand had to rebel. hahaha.

i never draw detailed clothing or a detailed body with only a pen. ever. i mess up horribly. so you can kinda understand why it's a lot of hair.

and the first picture kinda is blurry and it sucks. so i took a second picture! yay!

taken all with my phone by the way. :D doesn't japan just rock with technology?

おはよう

おはようございますヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

まだ風邪っぽいなんで今日もなぁーーーーーんにもしてません。
ボーっとしてるだけでまじヒマです。ｗｗ
四月になったらハワイに引っ越す予定なんです。
行きたいけど行きたくない。
お友達会いたい、でも東京でもっとお友達を作りたい。
彼氏と別れたくない、でも彼私の事をもう好きじゃないらしいです。
あの想い頭の中に入ったらものすごく寂しくなります。
だって彼のことまじに大好きなんで…
離れたくない、別れたくない、もっと頑張りたい…！
でも彼は同じオモイない見たい
…だから何で私まだ諦めたくないのんかな？

何でまだ彼のことこんなに好きかな？
苦しいよ。辛いよ。寂しいよ。泣きたいよ。　
でも笑顔で毎日頑張ります。だって毎日こんな辛い思いで生きていくならマジやばいよ。
でしょ？
何でもものほうへ見てくれないの？

もう嫌だよ！こんな気持ちはもう嫌です！
もっと笑顔！もっとニコっと！もっと嬉しくならなきゃ！だって人生は辛い時もある、でもあの辛さを無視しなくちゃんと精一杯頑張ってあの辛さをパッとするしかない。
もう一年東京に住んでいるけどまだ私の日本語下手だよ。
ムカつくｗ

でももう辛い想いをなしにするように頑張る！ウニャーーーーーーっ！！！＜－何？
人生は楽しいから！人生は大切から！

んで見てこれー
せっかく灰皿のホルダー作ったのにもうダメじゃん！！！てかコンビニから買ったチョコの空っぽの箱だけどｗｗｗｗ
チョーゲットウー

ハイハイ

お疲れさーんヾ(＾∇＾)
今日はず～～～～っとお友達と一緒で色々問題関係の話とかしました。疲れたぁ～～～～っ (*´Д`)　(*´Д`)　(*´Д`)　(*´Д`)

てかこのブログは全体的自分の気持ちとかを話すブログにしときます。
どうぞ宜しくお願いします。ｗｗ　ｍ（＿　＿）ｍ

why hello there.

here's a photo of the lifesize gundam in odaiba. i like to call it the money shot.

sorry. first entry and i fail with my first impression as a blogger. i apologize. not.

ah. so here i am with a blog. hm.

so how do you feel?

i don't know my feelings at the moment.
well.
i do, of course. i mean, only i can read my thoughts.
but right now. i feel oddly content when i know i shouldn't. i feel happy when i know i should be sad.
and the fact that i'm a rebel to myself is what makes me not know my feelings.
it's hard to understand me. but it's totally fine.
i don't understand myself at all.
i'm sure there were times where you did not know what the fuck you were feeling. so don't go all lecture mode on me.

this is going to be my little place. where if i gotta release my emotions i'll take dump it all out here.
and just random thoughts and random what nots or what ifs.
pretty much anything that i feel like writing or sharing will be done here. so i'm sure it'll be quite a blast. yeah!

i'm hard to understand but let's see if you'll get me as you read.

haha. i'm actually pretty damn simple.
and i digress.

moving on.

i'm eating mimiga right now. it's freaking delicious. you should try some. om nom nom nom.
i'll upload more relevant to my entry photos when my life becomes more interesting.

and thassabout it for now. bai.