Ikebukuro adventures. Not really adventure. But adventure.

I forgot to say that... haha. Happy New Year's is what it says, btw.

HELLOOOOO HELLLOOOOO....!

How was that for a enthusiastic greeting? Yeahhhh!

Either ways.

Today was my only day off for the week and guess what I did?

Go to Ikebukuro!! Yeah. Well here's the basic outline of my day, just because I know everyone is so interested. No really.

1) Woke up, did errands.

2) Failed at errands, decided to go home and roll about in bed.

3) Meet Kohei at Ikebukuro.

4) Did the usual at Ikebukuro which includes amusing selves.

And this is the highlight of the day.

I/we won THREE HUGE STUFFED ANIMALS at UFO catcher! I mean it's hard winning them and you spend shit tons of money trying so. But somehow we managed to get THREE!

Here is the picture of the THREE STUFFED ANIMALS.

One is Goofy, one is Gloomy (Valentine's Special), and one is Cat. I forgot what it is called if it even has a name. Also, the fox is from a couple days back that Kohei won me.

The fox already has a name. It is named Sherbet. Goofy already has a name. Now I need a name for the black cat. Gloomy already has a name too.

So whoever is creative or bored as fuck, feel free to give me a suggestion to the name!

Oh and towards the end of the night, it started snowing. It was snowing pretty hard but when I got the chance to take a picture (thirty or more minutes later and in a warmer area) you can't see it as well. But it was awesome.

In case you don't know, it rarely snows in Tokyo. In fact, it usually only snows once a year. It's snowed twice in a week so far so it was a cool surprise. Get it? A COOL surprise? Haha? See what I did there? Don't tell me that is not clever.

So there you have it. My day off and this is what I did. I now have three extra stuffed animals and a really shitty picture of snow in my neighborhood. Enjoy.

new stuff?

soooo... new hair cut today. :D yay. it's pretty freaking short. a lil past my shoulders i guess.

basically right where the picture gets cut off.

me likey it tho! i hope i don't get scolded at work for it.

oh and new nails. yay. kinda funny. i got my hair shorter and my nails longer. ahahaha.

Uh.

No pictures. Why? My laptop is currently un-usable so here I am borrowing a laptop. Eitherways, no pictures because even if I upload them, this isn't my laptop so I shouldn't go about doing that.

Meaning no emoticons either. All text, baby. Are you prepared to read this?

Oh, by the way.

SPOILER ALERT. It's not gonna be a happy entry. END SPOILER.

So, I'm not happy recently. I'm not even close to content in my life right now. Right now my glass is more on the empty side. Kind of sucks. I'm in a slump at the moment.

But hey, everyone has those moments, right?

I can write certain things in this entry but certain people read this blog or check on it every so often and said people can read both English and Japanese so I'm gonna go ahead and be very vague.

Or be simple.

I'm not happy.

I feel empty and useless.

I feel like everything around me is as useless.

I am frustrated and upset. But I don't show it to the people who I am frustrated and/or upset towards.

Why do I have to always be the first.

I'm very much in a slump and nobody in Japan is making me smile.

I have nothing to smile about here.

The only times where I'm genuinely laughing or smiling is because I did something stupid and I know if I did it in Hawaii none of my friends would let me live it down for a good 24hours plus.

But here? Nothing exciting, nothing happening, nothing good. Nothing nothing and nothing.

I mean, I suppose there are some things to be happy about.

I finally have for a good three months and counting, steady income.

I make at least 600 a day. At most 1k over. That's awesome. That's like my entire paycheck from my other job and paychecks in Japan = once a month.

So I don't worry too much over money. Sometimes I wonder when I'll be broke again but for now, I have no worries.

So I guess that's something to be a little appreciative over.

Then there's good ol' internet and my good ol' heater.

And good ol' food. And good ol' other misc. shit.

But nothing else. When I'm lonely and sad, I can only pray and hope that my friends are on Skype. But no one's a phone call away. Everyone is more so a skype chat away.

I mean technically speaking, everyone is a phone call away but God damn long distance kills me.

So yeah.

If I want someone to hold me or something to hold me... I have a pillow and a stuffed bear.

Fuck. Fuck this, this entry is making me more not happy. I should stop this.

Balooga. Fuck, I'm craving some spam right now. More so, spam musubi in saimin. Oh God yessssss. I'll try to go make that. I still have like four cans of spam left. Yes.

I mean not spam musubi in saimin. Fuck, that's weird. I mean spam in saimin. It's like 2 in the morning. Give me a break.

tired.

got home from work...
today was my first day at my friend's hostess bar. kinda far away tho so i might not be able to work there. :< but still it was super fun!





this is me right now at home. COMPLETELY OJAYI STYLE. hahaha
i'm sick and i'm smoking. someone slap me.



night.

YAYY

tired at work. buuuuut i'm fine.
i got these awesome headphones that are also earmuffs!!

SO COMFYYYY AND WARMMMMM!

and that's all.

WHATTAPOINTLESS BLOG HUH.

shoppingshoppingshopping

hellohello.
so i guess this entry will be in english. teehee.
my nose is still so stuffy and it's been already 4 months. allergies, anyone?






i went shopping this past week and it was so fun! simon was the victim in my shopping day. hahaha. but he managed to go through with it like a champ!
most guys want out in the first minute so i appreciated his support.

i broke his purikura virginity! not really. but i broke his karaoke virginity! that was a lie as well.


i bought not too much but let's just say it still managed to dent my wallet.

so i bought the usual boring girly things every girl likes to buy.
shoes, clothes, and food. no picture of food but i bought these super awesome pair of boots! they're so niiiiiice.



haha. the heels are higher than i like but still... :D
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yeahhhh! i work today and i suppose i work tomorrow... so lame. 

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